Here is exactly what the voice mail my birthmom left me says. Man I didnt know me leaving would cause so much drama!!!! I told her yesterday I wanted to leave early because I am very depressed and homesick. This conversation took place after she called the 1st time telling me she wanted me to have my parents pick me up this weekend
You have plenty of time on the phone to bad mouth me to your mom and listen to her bullshit and listen to everybody's bullshit but you wont talk to me and now you gotta let me know that your leaving by a fucking twitter. that's really sweet honey. You know all i am trying to do is get you and heather away from each other as soon as possible. You wanna stay for the paramore concert, fine. Make me be able to afford it, take care of yourself while your there, pay for your food or some other sorce, thats fine. I didnt say i was kicking you out, I said your not gonna use me, okay. Now i wanna make that clear because I cannot afford for you to use me and i dont appreciate the little manipulations i have seen you try to do in the past when you know Im financially in trouble yet you try and manipulate me by telling me little things to try and get me to give you stuff. I will give you examples later cause I am sure you are standing there going "bullshit, what what what?" im not stupid lady, I know what your doing and you wanna be just like your mom and fucking sit over there and fucking bad mouth me. Call me names and whatever, thats fine you can fucking do that but thats not how I want to end it. You know what I mean? I mean I thought this was about you and heather now I am trying to seperate you and heather. Now as far as that stupid concert goes. All I said was Im not gonna be used until then. So if you cant afford, which I assume you cant afford your food and stuff until then you need to have them come get you this weekend. Thats all i said arrange for them to come get you next weekend. Sell your tickets, you can sell a couple of your fucking tickets and stay till the concert if you wanted to pay for your food but you seem to think that your entitled to it even thought I dont have the money for it and that I should let you be a free loader because I gave birth to you. But unfortutnely my situation doesnt work that way and I have other children that I do have to take care of still. Your an adult, your supposted to be an adult and now your not even grown up enough to answer the damn phone because you dont want to talk to me but you want to talk about me to everybody else but you dont want to talk to me. That really sucks, I am at work myself having a hard time dealing with this. And you have not been trying very hard at all. Your like "this isnt what I expected, boo hoo I want to go home, oh but wait i want to stay until after the fucking concert" Now how do you think that makes me feel, have you at all thought about that. Have you thought about anybody but yourself
then i got a text from her just now saying "so ur gonna wait till i have the baby again to stir things up? cant you talk to me so he has a mother tonight?
You have plenty of time on the phone to bad mouth me to your mom and listen to her bullshit and listen to everybody's bullshit but you wont talk to me and now you gotta let me know that your leaving by a fucking twitter. that's really sweet honey. You know all i am trying to do is get you and heather away from each other as soon as possible. You wanna stay for the paramore concert, fine. Make me be able to afford it, take care of yourself while your there, pay for your food or some other sorce, thats fine. I didnt say i was kicking you out, I said your not gonna use me, okay. Now i wanna make that clear because I cannot afford for you to use me and i dont appreciate the little manipulations i have seen you try to do in the past when you know Im financially in trouble yet you try and manipulate me by telling me little things to try and get me to give you stuff. I will give you examples later cause I am sure you are standing there going "bullshit, what what what?" im not stupid lady, I know what your doing and you wanna be just like your mom and fucking sit over there and fucking bad mouth me. Call me names and whatever, thats fine you can fucking do that but thats not how I want to end it. You know what I mean? I mean I thought this was about you and heather now I am trying to seperate you and heather. Now as far as that stupid concert goes. All I said was Im not gonna be used until then. So if you cant afford, which I assume you cant afford your food and stuff until then you need to have them come get you this weekend. Thats all i said arrange for them to come get you next weekend. Sell your tickets, you can sell a couple of your fucking tickets and stay till the concert if you wanted to pay for your food but you seem to think that your entitled to it even thought I dont have the money for it and that I should let you be a free loader because I gave birth to you. But unfortutnely my situation doesnt work that way and I have other children that I do have to take care of still. Your an adult, your supposted to be an adult and now your not even grown up enough to answer the damn phone because you dont want to talk to me but you want to talk about me to everybody else but you dont want to talk to me. That really sucks, I am at work myself having a hard time dealing with this. And you have not been trying very hard at all. Your like "this isnt what I expected, boo hoo I want to go home, oh but wait i want to stay until after the fucking concert" Now how do you think that makes me feel, have you at all thought about that. Have you thought about anybody but yourself
then i got a text from her just now saying "so ur gonna wait till i have the baby again to stir things up? cant you talk to me so he has a mother tonight?
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